my song

i write something
think nothing
arrange some letters
while reading some chapters
wanna write till i can
don't get anything and than
take a deep breath for very long
coz i'm writing my song

don't know the title
my song is vital
perhaps i'm not a songwriter
what if i use a typewriter?
writing a song is not easy
the very idea makes me freezy
take a pause for really long
coz i'm writing my song

holding a pen in my hand
i become a lonely person on this land
writing something i don't know
my mind doesn't know where to go?
my memories are scattered all over
emotions are taking a new shower
how to write all this stuff?
this task is really tough
a glass of water is lying
seeing it, i fell like flying
take a sip for really long
coz i'm writing my song

till now i've written few lines
and now my face really shines
when noticed that all lines are rhyming
i felt as if birds are chiming
feel that something has been done
i'm pleased that my song has begun
felt so happy for such a long
coz now i've written my song......

Chasing Mind

i'm so behind times
just like those long rhymes
which are difficult to read
like a large and massive mead
i look for someone
think of no one
my thoughts are playing a game
a memory has its own flame
i run and search
compassion gets in dearth
i have this chasing mind
i don't know but i'll like to find
who is causing these confusions
my chasing mind has many fusions
of different expressions and emotions
it has this layer of thick lotions
which covers all happiness
sorrow nature gets its finesse
i don't know how to walk
sitting alone, how can i talk?
laughing is nothing but a joke
frenzy feelings have a soak
of my chasing mind
i wish i could wind
and whirl the wheel of my feeling
so that it could do some healing
of my twist and turns in life
with me, no more held upon by a knife
which cuts my life into parts
like horses pulling broken carts
there's some soution i will find
i won't run away from my chasing mind.

Twisted Fantasy

i think about the spaces, look at several faces
turn around and see, in future what would i be?
i have many interests, when my mind truly rests
sometimes really confused, my brain gets really fused
my thinking is twisted, often my passion gets listed
it's just about my twisted fantasy, the approach is really fancy
i sit on my PC, when my mind tells me see see
all possible options for me, these ideas make me free
confusion prevails all over, i should rather take a shower
because we're all this frenzy, we all live in this twisted fantasy
my twisted fantasy is dark, it rather sounds like bark
which is loud, like a crowd
just like wrong and right, its one face is black and one is white
the white face makes me fly, the black one makes me cry
it's two in one put together, an ensemble flash of a weather
i get happy i get sad, my twisted fantasy makes me mad
my twisted fantasy is still beautiful, i hope my life will be dutiful
i can have an elegant life, with my hand holding a knife
with which i'll cut the bad portion, making my life a sweet devotion
and then my life will not be dark, it'll no more seem like a dog's bark
its clamour will be gone, and euphoric days will be shown
i'm drawing this portrait on a sheet, success will kiss my feet
my fantasy will be lovely, life will not be ugly
the black part will not be there, the white one will remain fair.

presumptuous!! my extempore prerogative: 100 best albums of 2000's and 2010's

presumptuous!! my extempore prerogative: 100 best albums of 2000's and 2010's: "these are the exquisite albums(studio and compilation) of 2000's according to my sense and taste of music.....i'd be thrilled if anybody wh..."

100 best albums of 2000's and 2010's

these are the exquisite albums(studio and compilation) of 2000's according to my sense and taste of music.....i'd be thrilled if anybody who agrees or disagrees with me to it, writes his or her  perspective. You can tell your picks below in comments if different from mine:: Also i've included some of the albums that got released in 1999  in the later months and were nominated for grammy's in 2000....

1. the suburbs by arcade fire

2. the emancipation of mimi by mariah carey

3. recovery by eminem

4. the fame monster by lady gaga

5. song on a minor by alicia keys

6. born this way by lady gaga

7. blueprint by jay z

8. need you now by lady antebellum

9. come around sundown by kings of leon

10. fearless by taylor swift

11. confessions on a dance floor by madonna

12. i am sasha fierce by beyonce

13. nightmare by avenged sevenfold

14. black and blue by backstreet boys

15. the fame by lady gaga

16. 21 by adele

17. supernatural by santana

18. justified by justin timberlake

19. confessions by usher

20. future sex/love sounds by justin timberlake

21. back to black by amy winehouse

22. come away with me by norah jones

23. viva la vida and all his friends by coldplay

24. teenage dream by katy perry

25. sigh no more by mumford and sons

26. revolution by miranda lambert

27. ocean eyes by owl city

28. the incredible machine by sugarland

29. save me san francisco by train

30. speak now by taylor swift

31. raymond vs raymond by usher

32. oops i did it again by britney spears

33. the essential michael jackson by michael jackson

34. hard candy by madonna

35. fame by chris brown

36. back to bedlam by james blunt

37. 21st century by breakdown

38. the marshal mathers by eminem

39. parachutes by coldplay

40. a rush of blood to the head by coldplay

41. stripped by Christina aguilera  

42. exclusive by chris brown

43. a new day has come by celine dion

44. the lady killer by cee lo green

45. doo-wops and hooligans by bruno mars

46. femme fatale by britney spears

47. greatest hits by bon jovi

48. the end by black eyed peas

49. dangerously in love by beyonce

50. B.o.B Presents: The Adventures of Bobby Ray by B. O .B

51. the element of freedom by alicia keys

52. for your entertainment by adam lambert

53. 19 by adele

54. thank me later by drake

55. chris brown by chris brown

56. some hearts by carrie underwood

57. Spirit - Stallion of the Cimarron by bryan adams

58. the poison by bullet for my valentine

59. music by madonna

60. memoirs of an imperfect angel by mariah carey

61. life by ricky martin

62. loud bu rihanna

63. how i got over by the roots

64. eyes open by snow patrol

65. enjoy the ride by sugarland

66. rokstarr by tio cruz

67. beautiful world by take that

68. versus by usher

69. the love album by westlife

70. the unbreakable by westlife

71. rolling papers by wiz khalifa

72. brand new eyes by paramore

73. american idiot by green day

74. my beautiful dark twisted fantasy by kanye west

75. sound loaded by ricky martin

76. songs from west coast by elton john

77. continuum by john mayer

78. lost highway by bon jovi

79. battle studies by john mayer

80. spirit by leona lewis

81. whoa! nelly by nelly furtado

82. ricky martin by ricky martin

83. breakaway by kelly clarkson

84. musicology by prince

85. get lifted by john legend

86. wake up by john legend and the roots

87. a time to love by stevie wonder

88. nathan michael shawn wanya by boys II men

89. the diary of alicia keys by alicia keys

90. charm-bracelet by mariah carey

91. californication by red hot chilli peppers

92. all that you can't leave behind by U2

93. the resistance by the muse

94. daughtry by daughtry

95. a bigger bang by the rolling stones

96. X & Y by coldplay

97. fever by kylie minogue

98.  4 by beyonce

99. lungs by florence and the machine

100. 31 minutes to take off by mike posner.

"born this way",the album review

lady gaga has done it once again, she's embarked her 2nd most awaited studio album at #1 on billboard top 200 albums. This is gaga's first album to peak at #1 in all her albums so far.The album has been received well by critics and thus it has achieved an average rating overall. I happened to listen to the full album recently and thought that i should write down my own review. Talking of the first single "Born this way",it is the fastest selling single in iTunes history and topped billboard hot 100 for consecutive 7 weeks and also charted atop in several other countries. The song because of its eccentric and outrageous lyrics became a talk of the town much before its release. The re-invigoration of human species and its depiction in the bizarre, rhetoric way in presenting in the form of monsters made the song quite stupefying.Also the lyrical content such  as "chola" and "orient" put forward many allegations and frequent criticism by some asian communities. But as per me, i think gaga has sung the song to it's fullest and it couldn't been more prolific if, was sung by any other artist. so my rating for the song is 10/10. The second single is "Judas", which sounds quite similar to gaga's previous works like "poker face" or "bad romance". the background vocals are similar and render the song as a dance song rather than being a singing song. moreover the rock element that gaga has congregated in the entire album has really helped the song build its momentum.My rating for the song is 9/10. The Third single" The edge of glory" takes a queue from both the two mentioned above ,in fact it seems to be a highlight of the album, prominently because of its chorus music and gaga's vocals are just exquisite. It is surely a dance-pop song and the latter part of the song with saxophone is my most favorite, i would say that it's even better than the entire album.This one really stands atop for me and i rate it at 10/10.After all these lead singles, the song that's garnered my applaud is "hair" because of its saxophone music which fills you with zeal and vigor. This song has been quite influenced by "Bruce Springsteen". Because of its self liberation message and common style of music, i give it 9/10."Marry the night", this one is not so good for me,this is a dance-pop song with electro pop beats and house music. the music of the song is inspired by american rock music, especially artists like Bruce Springsteen.,this song is more worth of dancing but not singing, according to me.so, i rate it at 8/10." Americano" is an average song for me, because its music doesn't impress on very first listening to it.My rating is 7/10.Rest all other songs "electric chapel, govt hooker,highway unicorn,bad kids,heavy metal lover,blood marry" deserve a rating of 8/10 from me. "you and I" is a nice song and i give it 9/10....so,overall the final verdict is that the album is imperative for pop/rock fans because of its high engraved rock elements. Gaga has used blasphemy and "Jesus" in many songs thus bringing some notoriety to its name but that has ultimately brought the album into limelight. The erratic sense of its music has garnered more shutterbugs over and over again. The album is full of electro pop and house music with deep rock elements, and gaga's voice is atop. so, this album should be bought and heard if you've not till now because it's worth listening to it.I think the album should win a grammy for best pop vocal album atleast, can't say anything about the album of the year,because there'll be a very close call between Gaga's "born this way" and adele's "21".
will write a review about "21" soon....

"confidence",what a word??

it really sounds insane when people say that you should be confident. I wonder what do they actually mean by this unanimous word. According to Mike Rogers,it doesn't exist.yes, this one sounds astounding and really flabbergasting for those who've been yearning in their whole lives to attain this non existent aspect. when we are indulged in procrastination, people call us "under-confident" and when we try to be flamboyant and little presumptuous, they look down upon us and call us "stupid". In either of the ways, we lose. There doesn't seem to be a panacea for this nerve racking fracas.To thwart this ammunition from the other side, we must be pro-active,that's the ability to take initiative and absolve ourselves from this malafide. Our heads get lopsided over and over whenever this question arises.Has anyone ever thought that great leaders,athletes and noble prize winners never ever thought about being confident.They are the Heroes because they went over the predicament and won it.Did they even think for once that "yes,we have to be confident"? so, i guess this question will keep on lambasting us in many tacit and rhetorical ways. Nevertheless we can do one thing, that is, we'll start taking initiative from the very next moment, we come to know of the malevolent truth. i would really like to thank Mike Rogers for elucidating and ascertaining the apparent meaning of this so called articulate word. It is primafacie now for me atleast and i'll not become culpable by this palpable mayhem...